Am Not Coping

[Snowie]

@Zoe7on Neptune with you hun  I know you haven't been there for awhile but we all have these steps back. Remember Neptune is safe, you have support there and you are never alone on Neptune. I am sure @Faith-and-Hope will be along soon too, to join you there. Hugs n hugs my sweet butterfly 

[Zoe7]

Thanks @Snowie I am feeling very much alone today and need the support to keep me from crashing altogether. It is horrible feeling that you are just holding on and any small thing could break you - that is where I am sitting right now. Toby has snuggled in next to me so that is comforting but I suspect he won't be there for long as Cat has just gone outside and he will probably follow her - super cute 

[Snowie]

@Zoe7you might feel alone but you are never alone hun, you and others are always in my thoughts. I am sure Toby knows something is not quite right, hopefully he keeps gicing you snuggles. Izzy is laying on S's bed so she can see out the front and bark at the birds on the front lawn!

[Zoe7]

Toby is cute with the birds too - he barks at the bigger, black birds that sit on the fence but doesn't even acknowledge the Wattle birds that come to visit in the back yard. They are quite beautiful birds and have such a lovely voice when they sing @Snowie

I know I am never alone here Hon - just feeling that way a lot today and don't want to bother anyone - it is so much harder to ask for support when you don't know what you need yourself 

[Snowie]

You are not bothering me @Zoe7. Talking to you has helped me a little today too. 

I have to go for a little and go up the shop and go get kids but will swap to my mobile. Talk soon sweetheart 

[Zoe7]

Thanks @Snowie I knew that but you know how it is when we are feeling so down - it is so hard to reach out and even harder to feel we can. I will keep a look out for you this afternoon - I might need to have a sleep though as I am super struggling and can't focus on getting through any other way 

[MDT]

not too bad thanks @Zoe7

Had my lunch outside to soak up some sunlight, but my phone got super hot so i placed it in the fridge to cool it off.... went and cleaned the dust and dirt out of my room

came back and realised i had left my phone in the fridge... so it is too cold haha.

Just sitting on it atm. Hopefully will warm up enough soon.

Was going to read my book, but might make a start on TESOL section 2

how are you atm? Okay? just coping?

Hey there Snowfox @Snowie hope you are doing relatively okay considering

[Shaz51]

hugs @MDT, @Zoe7, @Snowie

[Zoe7]

Not coping too well this afternoon. I think this work situation is going to take some time to work out - both my pdoc and gp are going to be away for several weeks and so it is going to be really hard to sort things out. I haven't contacted HR as I don't see the point until I send in my pdoc and gp letters and I can't get the gp letter until I see her Monday @MDT

I hope your phone is okay  

Doing some of the TESOL stuff this afternoon sounds like a good use of your time. Well done you 

[Zoe7]

Hi @Shaz51