The Challenges of Mental Health Wellbeing

[outlander]

Afternoon @Snowie been missing you too but hoping youve been having a good time. Your always with me just like we are with you even when we arent here ❤

Thats alot of driving for you guys. Safe travels ewp during this long weekend and everyone returning home too

[Sans911]

@SnowieNice to hear from you sis, missed you, but felt your presence regardless.I am okish, just frustrated which is coming out in my tone and manner. It's a side of me that no one likes, they think I am being rude, but I am not. I just don't know how to change it yet. I talked with a helpline last night that's checking on me, and they were helpful, even just to listen to my venting.

NOT a gardener at all @outlander. I have 2 brown thumbs!! I loose more plants than keep them. Thank goodness this house's garden is pretty easy to maintain, it is mostly low maintainence, and I don't even water the lawn. But I do have one rose bush, which I like.

[outlander]

Lol 2 brown thumbs. I dont know why they call it green thumbs when your hands are in the dirt turning them brown @Sans911 i love roses. Is it just the one colour?

Glad to hear the helpline actually did help you last night and they are checking in on you too

[Sans911]

They are a deep red colour @outlander with a lovely perfume- are you any good with plants?

[outlander]

Oh very pretty and very nice indeed! @Sans911
Um no not really. Im abit the same as you. I would love to have a garden of my own but no room at home yet. Im very good a growing weeds though lol

[Sans911]

Re:weeds, yup same here @outlader

[outlander]

Im logging off for a little bit but will keep an eye on you..
Will you be ok sis? @Sans911

[Sans911]

Sure @outlander. I am kind of nodding off to sleep

[Snowie]

@Sans911I am glad you shoulder is getting better.

It must have been/is very hard with your flat mate in what is going to happen. Just please remember that he brought this on herself, not you. 

An no, you do not come across rude at all. Missed you too sis 

[Sans911]

It is hard @Snowie knowing what is about to happen. The police were here the other night to ask me to provide extra documentation. She asked me about that today. I don't think I provided a very plausible answer. But is wrong of me to feel some sense of compassion for her? I mean, I think she is pretty messed up. And what I am about to do to her will stay with her for life. It will affect her employment, it will effect her housing options, everything. That's pretty hard thing for anyone to deal with. I cannot be without emotion in this. I cannot be cold hearted. It's not necessarily about the money. She has to learn a valuable lesson that you don't steal from people that bend over backwards for you. And I don't think she is necessarily a bad person. I liked her once. In fact, I find it hard to feel any emotion about this/her right now. And that worries me a lot. That if this slams me in another week or so, it's going to hit me hard.

No, I don't come accross rude or abrupt with you because it's not face to face.