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Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

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@Bella

Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

I had a very stressful day, & nite, Hanna my oldest cat 24yrs old, is wetting herself daily. I tried to clean her up, & I could not clip her properly, as I had left her go while sick with the Virus, & my other health, & grief issues. Her coat is so matted in places that it's near impossible to clip her. I ended up taking some fur off down to her skin, so I stopped. She had jumped off the ware she sleeps onto the floor, & into a puddle of dog mess in the laundry, & had dog poo, & dog wee stuck in her fur, when I found her, yesterday. I could not completely clean her. She was all warn out & I was so upset, I thought that she may die. On top of that, other stressful things kept happening all day one thing after another. I tried to rest, but I ended up very depressed, & thinking all negatively. I could not go to sleep until nearly 5am this morning, I woke up at 7:30 am in agony, & needed pain meds. I had taken my meds at 4am, but had to take more at 7:30 am. It's 9:17 am now as I type to you @outlander I do not think that I will get better from what I have, unless GOD preforms a miracle in my body, this kind of damage is incurable. I am so tired all the time, I do not have the means to, nor the help, nor the finances to keep up properly with the simple things, let alone anything extra, anymore. I have no idea how I will go on like this for too much longer, seriously?

My Faith in ABBA Father, is my only sure thing that I have in abundance.  I hope you do not mind me telling you this outlander?

I want to love life, I do not want to be a failure at living. The Flowers you gave me, may be just what I need. I will look at them today, when, & if, I get upset, & remember You, & Your Love, & friendship!

Thank you, I Love You!

Bella xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx & More!

((((((((((((((((((outlander))))))))))))))))))))))))) HeartHeartHeart

 

Here is a Web Site, that you may like?

https://www.instagram.com/onesmallthing/

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Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

sounds awful @Bella and no i dont mind you telling me whats happening for you. i said i would be here for you.
i hope those pain meds have kicked in and are giving you abit of reprieve. Heart
perhaps a dog/cat groomer would be beneficial to you so they can do all of the ones youd like done
i do hope you liked the flowers?

Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

@outlanderHeart

The flowers are so Gorgeous, I saved them, so I can look at them, when ever I want to, & make them my desk top picture. Smiley Happy

I prayed BIG time yesterday, for Hanna. I went out to see how she was at 12 PM today, she has recovered, it's totally amazing! I believe, that GOD answered my prayer, she is using her littler box again, walking around ok, & eating like a little pig again.

I brushed her gently, & patted her head, & gave her a little kiss on the head.  She is sleeping restfully now. I am very tired, sore all over, & warn out mentally. I will try & have a rest from most things that cause me, stress today.

I am waiting for some money due to me, atm, so I have no extra money for animal grooming, it is a perfect idea, tho, thanx.  Smiley Happy

Thank you for always being there for me, outlander.

Love & BIGGEST Hugs!

Bella & Hanna!  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx & More! Heart Woman Happy

PS

Did you like the Web Site, One Small Thing? Smiley Happy

Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

im glad you like the flowers, im often saving pictures im given from others here too @Bella
im also glad Hanna is becoming more like herself, she may have been having an off day esp since she is 24! ive never heard of a cat living that long.

i havent had a look as yet, ive been studying abit and trying to keep myself safe. ill have a look soon though once im finished typing my notes up for this topic

Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

I'm crying, & hurting bad atm, just when I think my life is changing for the better, I get knocked down again.  I give up, my family members are not worth my tears, unless I am so sick that I do not know what I am saying, anymore?.

@outlander

Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

Hugs and hugs @Bella
Family can be worse enemies too. I sont have much family either.
Ill be home in about an hr and a half. Please please practice some breathing and relaxation or call a helpline and when im home im all eyes and ears for you i promise ok ❤

Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

I love you so much, you & I understand each other 100% I believe this!Heart

@outlanderxo

Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

im home now @Bella
whats happening for you?

Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

I'm so sorry to tell you these things on your Birthday outlander, please forgive me. I forgot when I first Taged you as I was overwhelmed! My family are all no good & I mean it, I am not a wicked person, or go to them unless I get too lonely, or in need of some support & love, like other people have with family. I never hurt them or have been unkind to any of them I honestly have not. @outlander

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