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[outlander]

Morning sis @Sans911 i hope todays ok for you. Thinking of you too 💜💙💜

[Snowie]

Saw pdoc this morning.

Another med increase and added more into the afternoon. So I take meds morning, lunch, afternoon and night now, and that does not include PRN's. Have gotten to the maximum with alot of the meds. Have to have blood tests and ECG to make sure all these meds are not wrecking havoc on my body. If it hasn't helped by next week when I see my pdoc again, then he will change it all 

To say I am frustrated in an understatement. I have had enough of it all. Every week it seems like another setback and now have gone from seeing pdoc every 3 weeks to every week now. When is it enough? And then if they change next week then I am back to the start.I don't think I could handle that. I told him that today. So now I am just meant to wait again. Wait to see if this increase helps, wait to see if it helps with the SH/SI, I have had enough of waiting. I hate my MI, I hate the fact my head is doing this to myself, I just hate it. 

[outlander]

Thats rather frustrating @Snowie more waiting! They really should ban that word. I hope these ones work for you.
Your MI is caused by what happened to you. It isnt actually 'you'. Please remember that ❤

[Snowie]

@outlanderI know it is what happened to me. I am scared of this increase not working. I don't think I would cope with a total change in meds.  

[outlander]

Fingers and toea crossed it helps @Snowie waiting around really sucks. Keep using your skills you learnt in hosp and over time too
I really hope these work for you

[Snowie]

Thanks @outlander, I'll be back on later, I need to go get these emotions under control.

I didn't even ask how you were today. How are you? 

[outlander]

Take care @Snowie ❤
Im ok just conflicted atm ( spoke abit about it on the rough time thread last night)

[Faith-and-Hope]

💜 @Snowie @outlander @Sans911 

[outlander]

@Snowie

[Snowie]

@outlanderwaiting!!

How are you going?