help feeling super depressed want to hurt myself

[Bunniekins]

@StuF  yes the lyrics strike a chord with me. it is so true with what has been happening in my life in recent times. 

[StuF]

You're so not stupid @Bunniekins 

It's a wonderful suggestion from your son, but a Huge scenario at the same time. Have you spoken with your Dr/care team (for want of a better description)?

[StuF]

Hugs @Bunniekins 

[Bunniekins]

@StuF   would you risk everthing and go to canada meet son1s wife and family?  i am so scared i will f it up

[Bunniekins]

@StuF  yes doc doesnt think it is a good idea

[StuF]

Fark, it's a biggie, isn't it @Bunniekins ?

You say they're coming here for 3 months? He's aware of your situation?

I'm thinking maybe a more low key holiday when they are here. International travel is a bit of a mission. Obviously you'd love to be able to go, but circumstance may not permit unfortunately...

Wish I had a more positive spin on it 😞

[Bunniekins]

@Shaz51  sister

[Bunniekins]

@StuF   i think i need to talk  plainly to him. my health has deteriorated since he was last here.  it sucks but you are right. i have to be sensible,

[StuF]

Yeah, does suck @Bunniekins 

Sounds like he'd understand though. Just not a fun conversation to have

[Bunniekins]

@StuF  i will call him now. thanks StuF