not coping

[tyme]

Yes @outlander ! So true! From what I remember, you need to prove the person has tried everything else...

What a headache. It sounds absurd that accessesing these supports is so hard.

My heart goes out to you.

[outlander]

i have all the prrof just not worded properly which means ive wasted so much time and money and have to restart all over again @tyme makes me wonder why i even bother

[outlander]

i feel like my entire personality has gone. i dont care about much. dont want to work or see anyone. havent been to the paddock or for walks. havent even een pop in 2 weeks. the house im in doesnt feel like a home. everything feels wrong

[tyme]

You mentioned you now have someone to help you with the papers, right @outlander ?

Fingers crossed for you. 

Do you have anything nice planned for yourself tomorrow?

[tyme]

Do you think depression plays a part @outlander ? I just want to give you a big hug and let you know you are loved.

[outlander]

yes have someone helping @tyme its a company i basically hand them the reins and let them do whatever.

no i plan to stay in bed, nothing to do and dont feel like doing anything.

depression doesnt cause intense hallucinations and paranoia @tyme. the dr thinks i have schizoaffective disorder so will see what psych says

[tyme]

I was referring to the depressive feeling @outlander . But yes, depression doesn't explain the hallucinations etc. Do you think knowing what it might be will be helpful for you to seek the support you need?

Hugs to you.

[Snowie]

Hi dear @outlander 

I'm sorry to read that things are still so difficult for you hon. I wish I could just wave a magic wand and all this mess be sorted for you. 

I can't help but leaving some 💗💗for you and giving you some big squishy hugs.

Take care xoxo

[outlander]

thanks @tyme @Snowie

tyme i honestly dont know. i guess speaking to the psychiatrist will hopefully shed some light on things.

i have some job interviews next week and some meet and greets with a few possible support workers for myself

[tyme]

Hope it's promsing @outlander ,

Look forward to hearing how it goes.

And all the best with the job interviews!