Battles

[Ru-bee]

Thats okay, we can all just sit together @Dreamy 

[Dreamy]

@Ru-bee sitting is all i can do, everytime I stand up I almost pass out. 

[greenpea]

@Dreamy   what's wrong hunny? do you want to talk about it? i am happy to just talk about stuff to you if that helps. am here for youxx

[rav3n]

@Dreamy i've been seeing a lot of cute frog related drawings, thought i'd share this one. have you been doing some colouring today or taking a lil break from them?

[Jynx]

Bodily woes ay @Dreamy ? I think I got POTS, I always feel woozy if I stand up too quick!! I'm sorry it's rough for you hun. I'm pulling up a chair, got a coffee on the way, we can sit together this evening 💜

[Dreamy]

@Jynx @rav3n @greenpea @Ru-bee just wanted to say thanks. 

I can't talk right now as it's not safe to. I'll try and get back on soon. 

[Dreamy]

Thanks @rav3n, love the pic. Haven't been able to do any today but might do some tonight. 

@Jynx I'm really sick of going through this sh!t, I don't know how much more i can take. Why can't these people just leave me alone 😞

[Dreamy]

@Jynx it's such a horrible feeling. There's a few things it could be Pots is one, there's also low blood pressure (hypotension). I've struggled all my life with it, whenever I stand up i almost pass out but I also can't stand for long periods of time. 

Need to somehow keep myself tethered to this world tonight. 

[Dreamy]

Thanks @greenpea. There's alot going on for me at the moment. Yesterday I was physically and sexually assaulted in a random attack so I'm still really shaken up about that. My heart is playing up at the moment (it sits at about 160bpm for hours or days) so my whole body is struggling, yes i should be in hospital but it's just not an option at the moment. I've been having abuse screamed at me most days lately which is really starting to get to me. 

I'm trying so hard to just keep pushing through but I keep getting knocked down and each time it's harder to get back up. 

[rav3n]

very fair @Dreamy for tonight, we're all here with you. sitting together for a... virtual tea party? idk if anyone can think of something better than tea party, go for it hehe!! 

and @Jynx and i got our magnets to keep ya sitting down with us.