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09-09-2017 03:21 PM
09-09-2017 03:21 PM
prolonged grief
hello to you in the stars above,
i cant believe is been 15 years since i seen you last ill never forget the memories we shared or the torment that lead to your untimely death. just 9 years old still a whole life to lead but things go wrong and things change. i will never forget your smiling face even though i have no pictures to keep. in two weeks time will mark the day i almost followed you but something prevented that and i am still here just wish that it saved you too ill never forget they way you were that day some still cant believe that a child so young was capable or had experienced what we had to lead to the actions you took and that i attempted life for me is better now i still suffer from my experiences in childhood but i get by with support around me now i hope you are good where you are too you were my best friend and nothing can replace who you are to me because even though you are gone i still clearly remember what we shared
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09-09-2017 04:28 PM
09-09-2017 04:28 PM
Re: prolonged grief
Thanks for letting us know - I am a bereaved mother myself and understand what you are goin through
I care a lot - right now I am taking time out but I will try and keep in touch
Dec
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09-09-2017 05:01 PM
09-09-2017 05:01 PM
Re: prolonged grief
hi @Owlunar,
thanks for the support she was actually a childhood friend we were both raped walking through an ally at the back of a park on the way to her place from school the day she took her life i found her but was scared of getting in trouble dont know why so i ran out and left for school and pretended to that the first time i knew was when we were told at assembly i have a lot of guilt about it as i began to think that if i had told someone she might have been saved but i was only nine and in fostercare where i was already suffering abuse so i didnt really trust adults
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10-09-2017 12:04 AM
10-09-2017 12:04 AM
Re: prolonged grief
Hope that tomorrow the pain is less.
take care
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10-09-2017 08:49 AM
10-09-2017 08:49 AM
Re: prolonged grief
Be kind you yourself 💜💕
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10-09-2017 08:53 AM
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10-09-2017 08:38 PM
10-09-2017 08:38 PM
Re: prolonged grief
hi all,
i did try to post this earlier but it turns out my internet must have stuffed up or some thing as it didnt post
i am still feeling down and dont see my psychologist till the 19th but i am doing my self care routine and it helps so gonna foucus on that and other stuff till my appointment
@Former-Member,
i dont have a problem with sharing now it the emotions i have trouble with i often hide how i truly feel as i dont like the attention focus its easier for me to write than it is to speak about how i feel so thats when i had another friend show me the forums a few years ago i have used it ever since just changed my profile a few times and i also go through periods where i dont like being online
@Former-Member,
thats exactly what it is like for me at the moment
when i feel up to it i do actually share my story its just that my abuse started when i was three and ive been through so much that some cant handle my whole story in one go so i tend to only share when im feeling triggered. and thats lovely i love the way the sun shines it light on the nature of the world
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10-09-2017 08:55 PM
10-09-2017 08:55 PM
Re: prolonged grief
Thank you for sharing a bit of your story here @NameUnknown. I feel so sad that you have experienced the things that you have, and I understand that what you have shared here is only one part of your story.