Inpatient with an eating disorder

[The-red-centaur]

@outlander I thought I'd give a go of talking to my nurse tonight...went terrible. She just said I'm not fat. That if me having x c*lories is nothing compared to her and than what does that make her...and she said all this stuff like that.

I also mentioned my voices yo her and my feelings of stuff under my skin and she freaked out..not good. I hope she doesn't call a Dr.



I'm going to try to sleep. Tomorrow is a new day.

[outlander]

That's so rough @The-red-centaur im sorry you didn't get an empthetic nurse. She maybe hasnt had much
experience with people with more severe mental health consitions so wasnt sure how to react. I do hope tomorrow is better for you.

[The-red-centaur]

Urgh I binged so much today 😭 I can't deal with this anymore....

[The-red-centaur]

I want to go home....I can't deal with food anymore.

[The-red-centaur]

Can I like...die....

[Former-Member]

Hello @The-red-centaur sorry to hear that you are struggling right now. Please know that we're here with you 🌻🌻🌻

I also wanted to remind you that you can reach out to any of the following services if you need to talk:

Lifeline: 13 11 14 

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 

Samaritans: 135 247

If you think you are unable to keep yourself safe, please call 000

I'm going to send you an email shortly to check-in, so please keep a lookout for it in your inbox 🌺🌸🌼

[The-red-centaur]

I'm crying because I are potatoes today.... why.did.I.eat.that.....i really want to self harm. I can't cope.

[The-red-centaur]

Nurse is worried because I didn't eat today. I ate. I ate an egg. Screw them.

[The-red-centaur]

@greenpea I've really been struggling with this lately. Sorry to bother you on your birthday.

[greenpea]

@The-red-centaur  you are not bothering me. I cannot talk right now but will be on later. I know it is hard for you ...... are there sympathic doctors and nurses that you can talk to?xx