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[Bow]

Yeah I mostly like the journaling group @Snowie  it really depends where my head is at and how I am doing. It’s not just journaling, we do all sorts of mindfulness things… a lot of sharing different things. If I’m in a bad way I really struggling and prefer to just sit and write my own thing. My SW runs this group, so knows when I need to just sit and write. 

Ick, dentist! Hope it’s not too bad. I hate the dentist. 

I’m not sure what we are doing for Mother’s Day. I sent my bro a message today asked what they are doing. Not sure whether they plan to come over or not. I’ll cook a meal… maybe test out the air fryer I got mum for Mother’s Day! 
do you have plans??

hi @creative_writer  how are you?

[Snowie]

Thats good that your SW runs it @Bow She knows when to push and when to stand back. I'm glad you are liking it most of the time. It is good when we have at least something to look forward too.

Dentist just a check up.

I have H's family coming and my mum for dinner. So will be prepping all day and hosting that. 12 of us in total. Not much of a day but got to keep them happy.

Haha that's funny Bow, I brought my mum an Air Fryer for mothers day too. 

I've done something I shouldn't have. No one is home besides me.

Am safe, just stupid.

[creative_writer]

@Snowie I’m sorry. It just been another jittery day with uni. I have so much to do and not much time.

Are you up to much this evening.

[creative_writer]

@Bow been up to uni stuff, it’s been stressful but getting through it.

I hope Mother’s Day is special for you. I imagine that D would be excited to spend some time with you

[Snowie]

I hope you get your uni work done @creative_writer 

Not up to much this evening. Are you doing anything?

[creative_writer]

@Snowie I’m waiting for dinner to be done. What are you having for tea? I think I need to do some self care to slow down

[Snowie]

Whats for dinner in @creative_writer place?

Just having chicken, chips and vegies for tea. I can't be bothered cooking. I don't really want to go in there. Im on the bed now.

[Snowie]

They are going haywire now. They have turned into plans.

I'm scared they will notice when I have ect tomorrow. How can one hide it all.

How can I be honest with others when I'm not honest with myself.

H is home now so that will keep me safe.

Sorry just rambling now

[creative_writer]

@Snowie I had fish and beetroot with some bread.

It’s okay to not be bothered with cooking some days. I’m sorry to hear that your brain is going haywire. Always here to listen 💖🫂

[Snowie]

That sounds nice for tea @creative_writer 

Sometimes the easiest things taste the best. I love fish.

Whats your favourite meal?

I normally love cooking. It is something that helps distract me at times.

But when I'm like this it is easies or something already cooked that is frozen.

I think hubby came home at the right time. I think he can tell I'm not good.

Can't stomach food tonight, but at least everyone else is fed.

My mind keeps going through my plans. It's like it is on wheel, going around and around again.

I think it will be an early night tonight.