Oscillation between two mind sets

[creative_writer]

[creative_writer]

What my life has become, nothing. Nobody knows in my real life

[tyme]

Hey @creative_writer ,

I wish I could make it easier for you . I just don't know how.

Please know I'm sitting with you. I'm hearing how hard it is.

[Birdofparadise8]

Oh @creative_writer 

I'm so sorry. I'm here as well. 

You are strong and will get through this. 

[creative_writer]

@tyme and @Birdofparadise8, I ate some lunch and watched some TV, feeling a bit better but still drained. I’m hoping this infection passes soon too, being sick isn’t helping

[Birdofparadise8]

That's good to hear @creative_writer 

I'm sorry you're sick. 

[tyme]

Infection? @creative_writer 

Oh, that's horrible....hope you feel better soon.

[creative_writer]

@tyme and @Birdofparadise8 my nose is still burning. It’s probably an improvement from last weekend, my neck was more swollen, and it was painful to eat soft food. Illness + pdoc appointment on Tuesday + stress from that time of semester with uni has probably taken a toil on my MH. Appointments can be hard, I didn’t even realise how much unpacking I did till after the appointment. I did find myself getting a bit emotional during the appointment, but it was nowhere near as intense as how I felt afterwards

[tyme]

Hope you feel better soon @creative_writer 

[creative_writer]

Maybe getting emotional is part of the therapy process, but it can be really hard 😢. I’m the queen of emotional suppression and always have been

@tyme