@Shaz51 , I'm doing OK lovely friend. 

I am feeling exhausted and angry today. I think it's partly hormonal. The Dr doesn't think I'm perimenopausal but I have my doubts.  Add to that dealing with aging parents,  husband with cptsd, puppy and I am ready to run to a deserted island.  I don't even know how I will get through menopause with the mental challenges my husband has.

I am also angry about life if I am being honest. Why I made the choices I made. Why I wasn't braver earlier in life...I was thinking today, am I wasting my life? I have 2 beautiful children which I am grateful and they are all my heart. However I think, have I really lived? And now supporting my husband I feel like part of me is dying a bit. The pressures of life have made me not enjoy all the things I used to. I think it's a combination of hormones, depression,  anxiety and exhaustion. Sorry for the rant.

I hope your day was better.

Sending you hugs 🫂