Hi @Judi9877,

I am so sorry to hear about your housing situation, I know this is something that has seen lots of change throughout the year The stress of working out where to live and wondering what is next is really stressful, and my thoughts are with you! At the heart of wellbeing, we all deserve a safe and stable place to live, and I am hearing that moving in with your sister sounds like a daunting prospect. 

It sounds like you have a really good relationship with your psychologist who has been an ongoing support for you during difficult times, is this correct? 

I really value your openness in talking about the thoughts of suicide you have been having, and how self harm has been a part of your life. Taking that step to tell us is so important, and you mentioned that you will eventally tell your psychologist as well. Have you spoke with your psychologist about self harm and suicide before? 

Family relationships can be so challenging, and I'm sorry to hear the way you feel after conversations with your sister. From everything I see here on the forums, you are such a warm, kind, compassionate and caring person, and I hope that during this difficult time you know that your forums family is right here alongside you