Hello BPDSurvivor! 

living alone is tough and I applaud anyone who can do it with success. 

I have been with my husband for 15 years and could not imagine ever living alone. It’s one of my biggest struggles. Being home alone freaks me out, luckily with 6 teenagers/young adults living in the house it’s pretty rare I’m alone. 

I struggle socially. ALOT. To the extent that when things get rough for me unless I’m going to work I will not leave my house alone. Currently I’m in one of those stages. 

I’ve had a lot go on in the last few months which has pushed 5 years worth of therapy, hard work and recovery essentially back to square 1 😞