So sorry to read about the loss of your beloved fur baby @SanSan . 

Our pets give us so much love and it's so damn hard when they go. I always think how unfair it is that they live much shorter lives than ours. 

They ask for nothing from us, their love is unconditional. We can be angry at them for doing their 'naughty' things but they don't care what we say to them, they still look at us lovingly and continually try to please us. 

It's such a devastating loss for you.

Sending hugs to you

Hanami