@Till23 it took the doctor to get a line in that is working for now, but if that fails they are looking at doing it another way. There's only so many times I can handle being poked and prodded, tears streamed down my face when they were trying cos even them touching my skin hurts.

They said a psychiatrist will be coming to speak to me tomorrow but I don't know if I'll have it in me to talk about things. I don't feel resilient, I want to give up so it's lucky that I'm here and the medical team are fighting for me.