@MJG017 I get where you are coming from and i know that talking won't change what I'm going through. But it would be nice to have that outlet to get things out and having someone to listen without judgement. 

I'm sorry that you have dealt with so much loneliness in your life and even more so that you haven't had much support for what you are currently going through. We as humans all need connection even if it's only with a few close people. I'm glad I have made this connection here with a few people and it's helpful to chat and get advice and knowing that people care means alot.