@Ru-bee 

I have too many cases    

I'm close to breaking down  I'm so close giving up    when you think you can handle things you can't,    

On top of this everything happening here    then trying not to break down 

I failed everything and everyone.    I failed my parents by doing something 

I'm doing everything nobody even noticed    

I've been too suicidal lately holding the tears in acting like I'm fine when in not 

Not sure when the next person will yell at me    

I'm thinking too much about being gone I don't want to waste your time  

In fact I don't want to waste anyone's time 

@Ru-bee  I know your mad or cranky but I'm fed up