Probably a good topic @tyme with what has happened.

I find talking with someone about it helpful. I find if I keep it bottled up then it seems to make things worse.

The grief I felt when my Dad passed was something I had never experienced before. Yes I had had people close to me die, but this one hit me the most.

I think also because at the same time I felt relief. Relief that he wasn't in pain anymore. Relief that he would now be in a better place.

It is 10 years this April when he passed and I still don't think I have made peace with his passing. Maybe I never will.