I’m ok @CheerBear. 

Sorry got delayed. My turn for teary support phone call. 

I like the thought of protecting yourself for your decision. In the end of my dream my head finally won out over my heart. I think in real life with the life experiences I’ve had I hope that my head would win over my heart too. There have been times I’ve thought about fostering a child on and off over the last few years but luckily my head wins that one too. I struggle look after myself let alone someone really vulnerable. I know that it’s possibly (I have no real clue which at you are leaning 😳) not your decision and I would totally get that and be supportive of it too. I would totally get the other option and be supportive of it too. I think I’m just grateful that I live in a society and era where either choice I an option and will be supported. Off my soapbox now. 

Hoping gingerbread houses bring my joy to all who partake in them. Im hoping to pick my Christmas tree up from my therapist tonight after the doctor. Have a good afternoon and evening 🎄💜