@MJG017 

Fingers and toes all crossed you fly through your cert IV. I love the way you say more difficult yet not impossible. I wish wholeheartedly for the best results to make the journey easier.

More channelling a little Poe at the moment, fleetingly one would hope. You are right. Reaching out and connecting are positive steps in the baby steps forward. Sometimes it just feels so strange. As if the person who was bouncing around with enthusiasm never existed, a person who was not me, maybe you felt that at first too. Sometimes everything just feels surreal, little things like washing dishes. 

Looking at the stars when all is dark and channelling Tolstoy, next on list. Really happy to have found SANE. I feel like I have these profoundly life changing occasional chats with lifeline now and again and have been lucky to have spoken to some incredible people. Actually being here feels like a step to more independent self care in many ways. 

Its not your imagination, people were looking at you there, only in an endearing way😂🤔 If you start channelling Dostoevsky, will be a tad concerned.