Hey y'all - 

@avant-garde @Till23 @PeppyPatti @Glisten @Ru-bee @Shaz51 @Oaktree @Captain24 @Judymay @Snowie @outlander @Eve7 

It's taken me years to emotionally work this out. My sister in law has endometriosis. 

For years - iv seen my oldest brother cut me out of their little life - care and revel in taking my oldest son and hearing him complain about me when he was a teenager - 

I'm quiet when they cut me out of their lives - yet I grieve and take my grief out here. 

Then I heard she  gets endometriosis. As I know her - something is festering in my brain. It me giving space in me that she has used this terrible condition at keeping my brother away from me. It's her telling me she's more intelligent than my brother ( deeeer ) and  keeping me away from her. 

Wow .....  She hates feeling vulnerable