i am proud of you @Snowie for so many reasons  

itll take a little while to readjust to living and the simple things will seem hard but they get a little easier over time. dont be too hard on yourself but us humans are good at that and are our own worst enemies. 

the questions will stop over time, its new to them too and once they ask they are content and will prob leave you alone and you dont have to tell them all everything- only what your comfortable with. 

im glad your pdoc went well today even though some changes again. i understand you feel like a walking chemist- very frsutrating but at hopefully your on the right path now. sometimes when you go higher doses they can give you one tablet to match that amount or 2 instead of a few of the lower dose. 

well done on only one SH, that is a really big step for you! i hope yoru psych appt goes well tomorrow too  

@Bunniekinshope your feeling a little calmer and more in control. glad you liked the jumers idea too