I mix with a lot of people but I rarely open up @Snowie  I feel ashamed even when I know I shouldn’t.

I am grateful that people invite me to the movies and breakfast but I often sit with them without talking.

I haven’t seen the friends coming on Sunday since h’s funeral as he was the one who always kept in touch.

You could say I’m a loner but it might not seem that way as I get involved and go out lots but I’m not really a people person.

In the past year I’ve connected with school friends via zoom and I’ve started to realise what nice people they are but I’ve not seen any since uni. They’ve been really welcoming and I always thought I was unpopular.

Our mh robs us of so much...sorry about the rave