Morning @Emelia8 

I guess it is easier asking others how they are going then asking ourselves those tough questions.

I know lots here are going through their own issues and I don't want to add to their problems.

Truthfully I am not doing well. There is a lot in my head at the moment and I find it hard to turn my thoughts into words. I am finding it hard just to survive, hard to just get through each day, hard to function. I think I have been shutting down my brain so I am not thinking so much, trying to numb those feelings of helplessness and worthlessness. Trying to not follow through on my thoughts.

I don't even feel comfortable writing this much about how I am. It makes me feel too needy, too demanding.

I hope you are doing ok hun, I know you have got so much happening lately

💜💜