Hi @Eve7 ,

i was only thinking about Pollyanna and the glad game earlier today!  I should play it more. As in “fake it till you make it”. But it is not my natural state to be glad and happy I am more contemplative than that. You made me laugh.  I can even remember seeing that film as a child, my mother was with me. And I commented to her that no one is that glad about everything.

i am not sure what is making me sad, a lot of things, I miss my eldest son a great deal, I am broke, literally and have never been like this before it stresses me constantly, I lost my home, I lost my job in a horrible way and still grieve it, there is so much and some days it just overwhelms me.

thank you for asking

peri