Hey @ArraDreaming, I'm just dropping in to say G'day. I really don't know what to say to you.  You've been through a tough time of late and you were hurt badly, needlessly and thoughtlessly. If you're anything like me, this will have been the story of your life. Blow after blow after blow. I wonder sometimes what I have done to deserve this. Maybe you wonder the same of your 'load'. When I am back on an even keel, I tell myself that this is a path that has been set for me. To weather it and fix it so that it doesn't continue to the next generation. Be strong, @ArraDreaming, you really can do this. It will be tough at times, but you really can do this. Sending best wishes.