Im sorry you’re not sleeping well @creative_writer that makes it hard to get through each day.

I rang my pdoc today but chickened out when the phone was answered so I told the receptionist it didn’t matter and not to bother pdoc. Anyway pdoc did call me back and asked me lots of questions but I couldn’t talk much so I stuffed up any opportunity to be supported.

I’m just dumping my stupid thoughts and how close I am to leaving.