All ordered and paid for @tyme so will go down very early Tuesday morning (to avoid people) to pick it up. Now just waiting on one package to arrive.

I had spoken to his daughter a lot lately about Alzheimer's. She knows what we are going through, what stage we are at and could understand. She also gave me a few suggestions. It was only 4 days ago that we spoke. I guess I should have expected it, I knew he was very unwell. It's hard not to think about being in that position one day.

In a way I am glad, his suffering has come to an end and that he's at peace. I'm also scared about what is to come. Are we going to be in that position one day? I know no one can answer that, there is so much still not known about this disease.

I actually feel nothing. It's like all my emotions have just disappeared.