Did something yesterday I shouldn't have. Had to call and get some help.

I guess at least I am home.

Feel so selfish, especially at this time of year, when everyone is meant to be at our house for Xmas day. I just want things to be over with. 

Managed to get up today and take Mum to her Doctors appt. Went ok, had to make another appt. for next week to get a Mental Health Care plan for her. It just doesn't stop. Had my Aunty (mums sister) ring me about mum. Said she can help if needed. How can she do that, she lives 4 hr drive away.