@creative_writer so true! maybe if i can do a bit of research on psychologists that have diagnosed ND themselves in order to help me find one that can do a lot of work with clients that are also diagnosed with it. But at the same time, as seeing a psychologist is pretty expensive I'm not sure if its still worth affording for it considering my financial situation, especially if I feel like therapy isn't even for me anymore. Like why continue to afford for something you know or feel like isn't gonna be worth it for you in the long term, ya know?