@Lula hey hun, just want to first off acknowledge your frustrations. I think you're right, many folks are going to access the forums when they're already feeling low, and the frustration of navigating it all would only add to that hey. I am glad that you're still persisting anyway!! Really nice to see your name pop up again 😊

I am really hearing how truly exhausted and burnt out you are from just trying to keep yourself afloat. It sounds like you're doing all you can to keep all those plates spinning, but it's so tiring having to run around constantly doing so hey. I'm wondering if you have much in the way of mental health support at the moment? Like a counsellor or psychologist? None of us are ever meant to cope with everything by ourselves, humans are social creatures by nature. I know for myself, having a person there with whom I can share everything, offload all my worries, and who helps me to untangle myself from all the noise, has been invaluable. Even if just some one off support could be helpful, you can always give the lovely folks over on the SANE Support line a buzz (1800 187 263 Mon-Fri, 10am-10pm).

Just want you to know we're here for you hun 💜