hi @tyme 

thank you for checking in on me. it really means a lot to me. I've gone a seen my gp and now I'm waiting for an appointment to hopefully get some help for my BPD as I'm struggling with it badly right now. I'm hoping it won't take too long. 

its been a really rough few weeks nd I'm not seeming to get much better and then with all this happening my car has broken down for the final time nd i can't afford to get another one. with no family or friends just me nd my babies it is a struggle. 

I've been trying to get out in the garden just to get out the house now. because without my car i cant leave my home. im too scared. so i try and go outside a little. 

schools almost back and then i have to leave home which worries me also. 

today is a lovely day. i have some plants i want to move around . 

have a lovely day 🙂