Hey @Eden1919,

I'm so sorry to see that you're still struggling! I was hoping the break over christmas would have given you some time, without the stress of uni on your shoulders, to relax and to be able to work on your self care. Never mind though, I'm so proud of you that you're still here and your still pushing through every day, and seeking support when you need it ❤️ 

Have you ever used or considered using the private mental health hospital network? I know you've said that you've done the whole hospital thing before but, in my experience, the public system can be more damaging. The private hospital system though was much more helpful. It was almost like a holiday actually! I understand that the cost can be quite high but the cost was worth it with the help of private health insurance and there are some really nice hospitals available. 

Sending you heaps of love @Eden1919 ❤️❤️